SomE SonG LrYiCs..

This song is frm the movie 200 pounds beauty..
i went to youtube to search fr it.. i mean the one sang by Kim Ah Joong.
but i found the eng version of it, and give the song a try and it turn out to be not bad. XD
The song title is Byul / Stars
The lyrics(sang by unknwn guy but his voice is not bad)>>>

i feel the wind blow in this window place
there i see the star beyond this window pane
shining so bright here in this night
here i feel the sense of love
deep in my heart i cry fr u
every tears tht falls feels like a wound
the stars in the sky gently shines
taking away my pain
i hear a voice gently saying
dont be a afraid
i feel a warmth come over me
as i sleep in their embrace
and eventhought i
do not have the strength to go on
eventhough i try to hold on
this love will never ever be
meant fr me
but i'll keep on smilling
eventhough my dreams wont come true
i'll remember every moment wit u
like the stars tht shine forever
i'll treasure my love..
for you..


Next will be frm tvxq...
*nvr thought tht i would actually wen to find some tvxq song ysterday..=.=
but jae still look the same way i seems to me..XP
This song title is Love In Ice.
a lovely song it is..XD
The lyrics>>>

it's not ur fault those hands are cold
clinging onto
the wounds of past
afraid to love someone
turning your back against
the true meaning of the story
the heart tht is hugged
slowly melts
like ice
to be loved by someone
by anyone
it makes life shines
like this
if it was me
i would make your heart once again
warm wit undying love
fate's play
eventhough it makes
your heart ache
when the ters ends
a ray of light
descends frm the darkness
we can grasp it
we can feel
the fierce painful touch
of a person's wamrth
sorrow and loneliness
tht very person endures
searching for
a refuge to mend
yes for you that place is here
dont worry dont dont falter anymore
i will protect you
because it is love
my love (woooh)
as it is beautiful
as it is miserable(dont be afraid)
this is beautiful (let u knw my mind)
beautiful time(you knw my love)
let u knw my love
to be loved by someone
by anyone
it makes life shines
like this
if it was me
i would make ur heart once again
warm with undying love~

posted this cause recently i have been searching fr songs..
too bored at home but too lazy to do homeworks..XP
such a human i am ^^

anyways,

THX fr reading ^.^

LiL CouSin's BdaY~

Hi! XD Today I am going to talk bout my lil cousin's bday. Today is her bday! XD

Happy Bday Hui En!! >.<

Not frgtting my dear friend, Lee Ee Leng, her bday is today too XD

HappY Bday Ee Leng~!! ^.^

My cousin she have total of 5 sisters elder than her. She is the youngest in the family. Here a pic of the bday girl>>>

and a pic of her wit her cake XD >>


Her sis organised a small party fr her.. T.T how sweet~
She bought some pizzas and drinks fr her.
We had Thai Seafood>>

this is wht happen on the second snap~ LOL>>>
(wonder where the other part went to~)
Hawaiian Tuna, *nice~ >.<* >>>

The last and best of all, THE CAKY~!! = )

All this prepare by her 2nd sis.. *which came to my house frm evening till the party begins..=.= bout 4hrs...A pic of her and her beloved dear fr 4 yrs>>

~the end~

*sry bout the photo quality.. can u imagine it's frm the same hp camera??=.= a weird hp..

THX fr reading ^.^

NeVer ThouGht It beFOre~

Hi all~ It's seems that it has been quiet a while since the last time I actually posted a blog.
Somehow I'm just too lazy to post? LOL -ya, definately..
Well, since I have not been going out this few days..
I'm gonna talk bout what I experienced today..
Might be it's because i wasn't at home that much, I never noticed all things small little thing happening around me.

Today, 16th Dec, sharp 12 am, I wasn't sleeping *evil laughs-muahaha*..
I don't really remember much what i was doing at that time, might be talking to my friends? hmm..think so? o.O
As usual, after that i all of us stop talking. Usually i will continue to play my game after that but somehow, today.. not really in the mood to play. XD LOLs don't know why..~
Then i saw something that is shocking to me and definately DISGUSTING.
Wait, might be not only shocking but also amusing and hilarious to me..
There you go>>

It happen around 3.21am,
I was busy copying notes i borrowed from Chia Wen.. -need to return to her asap
Then my bro was in the living room. I know he was cooking some meals for himself cause he just came back from work. As i was copying the notes peacefully in the room, -silently~
and "ARRHHH!!! *cough* *cough* ARGggghhhh~!!(sign's of changing of sound)"
So damn shocked, ran out to see what happen to him..
(in my mind was thinking that he burnt his hand or leg or xiao di di or whtever)
but when i open the door.. He asked me to help him to take some water for him..
(in my heart *hehehe* sure kena d)
Then i saw his eyes were watery.. *kakaka-s*
Then he sneezed.. I was like..*=.= wht?*
What just happen? *wondering~*
Then he told me, he cooked some instant noodles *mee sedaap(goreng)* and he some how he was eating too fast till the mee went to his nose..
EwEEWWWWEEWEEWWW~~
*dang!! he showed me the "LUCKY" mee *pukes*
but somehow when i recall it now i felt funny..XD LOLs

Next, it happen around 4.45am,
I was talking to pui xiang at that time i think and at the same time playing games..XD
everyone was asleep by then..
Then there u go.. my sis with her crazy sickness.. talking to herself while she was sleeping..=.=
i knew it happen before, cause i seen it before. It was TOTALLY HILARIOUS and CUTE.
Around this time she just jump up from her bed, then she start to talk to herself..
"ho mo?? mei you le.. wo chong liang le..T.T zhen de" -lol XD
then here comes the eeww-ish part..
"zhen de hor? zzzz aiyo~! wo siang yau fang pi!!- then "prruttt~" "
ROFLMAO~
then she went and sleep back.. LOL >.<>

MuAhhAhA~~ EviL mE >.<

LOL~~ hahahah..
waited so long to tell this out man! hard to keep secret frm close friends~~ *darn it!
today gonna talk bout my bday party XD
lol.. u can say i ss or whtever.. but i am gonna tell out wht i think anyway..
actually i already knew bout this bday plan already XP
u knew me~ well~ hoho i gt good obeservation skills..
have been emo-ed bout this few days ago..cause i need to make sure my friends dont knw i knew bout it, if not they wont felt satisfied tht their plan worked..
but one thing they did tht almost got me was=.=
they involved pui xiang in this!!
i was like wtf!! why involved her~~??=.= i was so darn shocked when i see pui was like so emo.. it make me emo.. if she ignore me, i was ok bout it.. cause i will be thinking she need sometime alone..
i was actually very used to be ignored so it doesnt giv me much effect.. *eventhough i say i am used to it BUT I DONT LIKE IT MAN~~IGNORANCE IS PAIN TO ME!!
then the stu kh he scold me=.= zzz make things worst.. and i knw i cant control my temper when a guy was rude to me..argh!! BUT i control my feeling.. i walked away when he scold me..
i knew wht he was trying to do but wht he did was too much fr me tht time..
then as wht they wan me to be.. i went walking around leaving them some space to discuss wht they wanna do XD.. then here is the climax LOL!!
they asked me to go down to sing bday song.. when i was walking down was thinking how to be shocked?? cause never in my life i was shocked fr bday party XP (it's true!!)
tried my best to act surprise but somehow...=.= i was too lame at acting surprise.. i gt nothing to say.. but i was touched tht my friends gone so much to do all this for me.. they tried their best to hide it frm me XD and make sure things work well LOL hahaha..*cant stop laughing*
I WAS REALLY TOUCHED, HAPPY, EXCITED AND LOL!! *okie i admit i was lil bit angry cause they use this trick on me (the hell thing)*
cause the only was to make me fell so is when not only my friends ignore me but tht give me most impact was my friends being sad and emo!!
AND I AM SORRY BOUT THE SCOLDING THING..T.T WAS LIL BIT TOO EMOTIONAL??
AND SORRY IF MY WORDS HURT U *T.T* DONT REALLY MEAN IT ...
SO, TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!! PLEASE BE HAPPY AND DONT BE SAD!!
IF U ARE SAD, TELL ME!! I WANNA SHARE WIT U MY HAPPINESS!! WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FR YOU!!*pls dont misinterpret*

so conclusion, thanks guys fr doing so much things to make me happy!!love the organiser, ppl involved, her mom and dad too XP fr the house, the accompany, card and presents *but the shaver was like lil bit err=.= but i was good mood after tht XP and the plan tht they made fr me to be surprise XD

I AM VERY HAPPY!! BUT U GUYS MAKE IT MORE WONDERFULL FOR ME!! XD
I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT!! XD FRIENDS FOREVER!!

*by the way, i am not complaning but i havent ate the mushroom and the blackpepper sausage at all T.T all thx to someone=.= but i knw he was jst trying his best to make me in sorrow XD


THX FR READING XD

WhOs oUt thErE?? o.O

well.. morning to all cause i wrote this blog after i talked to px.. she told me bout me *tht is I* being emo and moody cause of my online game..i thinked quite a long time wether i should write this here not? you know why?? cause i knw they will read.. somehow anyone will read.. *i guess XD*
reason why i wrote this is cause..they said i've changed.. yes i admit i've changed.. i knw wht i am changing to.. but.. they said i am changing to another person.. which i think i am not but wht they think are more acceptable cause it's wht stangers will think bout me..
recently i have been staying late night continuously playing this game since 3 days ago..
but i dont think anyone knw wht i think..
i do admit i stay up late to play this game and gave some gamers my hp no.. *fr my clan war*only..
might be it's because i ignore ppl around me more than usual i think.. cause i knw the feeling or ppl being ignored.. i can knw how the feeling is..cause i knw..
i always think i knw and usual tht is wht i said to myself
and most important i knw i do
so.. when px tell me bout how she look at me now.. i dont knw wht to say.. i really dont..
when she tell me she been through game's addiction.. my inner heart was like..okie.. i get it..
i've become more impatient and more hmm not serious?? yes.. tht's how i gonna say..
not serious.. haiz.. dont knw la..
since recently.. i jst knew something.. which i cant tell out..=.=
hate my life man~~ wanna tell but worry tht if i tell it hurt ppl.. but if i dont i hurt ppl too..
ppl will think i am moody and stuff..haiz... add on wit my problems.. which i dont think anyone knw wht it is~
sometimes its so hard to explain.. i wanted to tell someone how i felt.. not say i dont belive my friends.. jst tht.. when u tell them.. fr them it's something serious.. there's nothing like.. u tell them then they ignore wht you've jst said.. but this shows how much they care for u..
i really cant stop thiking bout px telling me tht i am being emo and moody this few days..
not only her actually.. it's mf too.. as a matter of fact i dont knw how to explain to her..
somethings the other ppl see are diff frm wht i think..
i knw i am lil moody.. but emo?? hmm might be?? i dont knw??
ya she say i dont knw myself.. and i am denying..
but i really need to knw when and where so i can knw how to change it..
she mentioned bout badminton time.. hmm.. couldnt think bout it actually wht i've done till she say so.. really dont... so i think prob do come frm me..
haiz.. wht is wrong?? might be the way i think is wrong.. but wht i can say is.. i knaw clearly wht i am thinking and doing.. i've been through this condition before.. T.T and i dont like it..
need to wait time to pass by to let everything out and thus true me is back?? will i come back?? dont knw actually.. XD
well at first gt lots of things to write bout but now.. i have none cause i dwn think bout it.. haiz..
any way..

THX fr reading~ XP

JuSt Me...TxT

i am not blaming anyone but myself now.. sorry fr making u all unhappy but i really have my own problem.. really.. pls try to understand.. i am trying my best to do all i can to fit wit u guys d.. but now i really cant make it anymore.. i knw tht it's a gathering.. i knw.. i really wan to go.. just tht my hands are tied real tight now.. i wanted ot go a lot but.. i dwn go on the basis of me owing someone's help to go there.. really dwn.. i have been owing ppl to much now.. i dwn keep continue till the moment where i cant bear all the charges.. i am afraid of that moment.. really am~~
i gt my problems.. really.. sorry.. might be you guys dun knw.. but i really like to go out wit u guys and have fun.. but fr me there is always a limit.. i've crossed tht limit now.. and my backup is down now.. so i really can make it..
and pls dun cancel it jst because of me..
there is a lot of reason blocking frm me to go.. i knw we have plan it fr long time d.. but argh.. i dun knw wht to say d la.. i dwn make u guys sad but if i go.. i will suffer fr the whole year..

today jst now, my mom just told me tht i make her lost RM500 fr a hp. She bought a new hp cause she though tht i am using her hp now..but i jst make use of the battery.. and i leave the old hp unused.. She went to buy a new hp today.. wit a loud speaker.. then she saw the old hp and asked me bout it.. i told her i jst need the battery.. there u go~ few vulgar words and hits~ ya.. my internet and games and outing is on the bet.. T.T
and might be even staying back after school is no longer avail fr me anymore..sob*
haiz.. this is my life..

i dont knw wht to tell u guys anymore..i hope we can find a solution..

SaD SaD daY...T.T

i hate my life and i hate it frm now on.. i dun knw wht happened to me.. but it jst happen tht my life sux now..T.T
i felt so lonely..*even i knw my friends are always wit me..
but in some matter.. it's me myself felt so..
story bout today>>>
today.. i felt down.. i felt like i am the bad aura to my friends and ppl around me.. some how i felt so.. i have never had this thoughts before.. but jst some how it crossed my mind today bout it..
tht~ i am the cause of all the bad things around me.. all because of me.. haiz..
friends argue.. never talk to each other.. make me sad and hate the time cause it's the one tht cause me to experience all this..
if we are in our old times.. i dun think we will have this prob.. but i knw.. i knw tht if times never pass we will never grow.. BUT~ i wan things tht we treasured last time to stay fr ever..T.T i really do..
but i felt like time have cheat on me.. all the promises tht we made and so called sealed is no longer kept..
i dun knw how to express my feelings.. i really dun knw how.. i tried to cry out so tht the pain cant be felt this much.. but, some how it jst seems doesnt work at all.. might be it's because it's too pain till i dun feel it anymore.. so numb..
i wanted to write some things in too.. bt it's jst somehow doesnt seem appropriate..
when think bout it, when it happen to me i was very angry and dissapointed, wanted to write in blog but... haiz.. argh~!! i hate me!!!WT* k??

i jst want back my friends and the realtionship we had last time.. tht's all..

i knw i have been asking this questions a lot of times, but i still wan to ask~~ i jst wan to..
is there anyone out there tht understands how i feel?? wht i am feeling now? is it same wit me? wht should i do? tell me? can i do it? CAN I??

and to papa, thx fr being there fr me eventhought u are bz and in pain.. sorry i cant be there to help u and accompany u.. if i can, i would like to do so, cause i never knw tht u are always tehre fr me.. i worry tht u will frgt bout me.. i really have tht kind of thoughts before.. i really do... but i always tell myself u wont do tht.. cause i knw u.. hahahaXD

fr my other friends, i never frgt bout u all.. i do think bout u all too... talk bout u guys and ur habits..LOL..i really do~! and I WILL ALWAYS KEEP U ALL IN MY HEART~!!!
if i forgotten bout u all, tell me~!! PLS TELL ME~!! i dont wan to lose a friend at all..
cause we are no longer in the same place, time, and motive..
but i do wish we can aim fr the same stars together.. *hugs*

*might be too many bad things happen to me recently, so i really cant bear it..

Thx fr reading..^^

TrUe DeeP DeeP My HeaRt..

well.. me again..as usual..T.T today is jst not my day..
so i will summaries wht happen today.. since happy things doesnt happen a lot today..so...
the worst thing happen to me was i (my right toes) was tripped over by a person's car..T.T waa..*sobs.. was so damn pain when the wheel is jst on top of my toes..can feel the pressure..wanted to cry.. but cant cry out.. dont knw why was more angry tht time..shouted out when the wheels was jst on top of my toes*bout the last 3 of them*...T.T but the stupid driver went to move forward the car...causin all my 5 toes kena..*swt lo tht time..*
haiz... but lucky i have master the skill of healing and massage..hahahaXD
so my toes seem to be alright after tht..^^ not much bengkak d and i can move d..XD
at last..LOL
hmm.. after tht..nothing much d lo.. life goes on as usual... felt so sien..
miss kai di di also.. but he have spm on goin.. cannot blame him..T.T
and i miss connie too.. so ong no hear frm her d..
argh~!! if not cause my hp is spoilt..sobs.. then i can contact whoever i miss..T.T
haiz.. nvm la.. my bad day kua?? or week? or month or year?? OMG!!! no..~!!!
i dwn such life...

CoNcRetE MiND..

jst me..
You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
How can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know ...

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew

wht is happening around me? i really wan to knw..
i no longer understand wht ppl around me thinks..
hating myself fr being so blur..T.T
i wan to knw wht happened to me..
is it me or it's them who have changed?
can anyone explain to me? i really need to knw..
why lie to me.. why do you wan to do it??
you're lying to me is it because you care wht i think??
or you're jst being yourself..?? tell me please.. i dont wan to live in a life
full of deceiving illusion.
let me out frm the missery.. it's killing me..
when i share this wit my friends.. i felt it's like i am influencing their thoughts..
and i am worried tht it's just me who think so..
i am worried and scared.. afraid of all this happening around me.
might be you cant sense it.. cause i have never shown it to you,
how much i care bout my friends and ppl around me.
But trust me, i do care and i hope tht all the bad things i knw bout you
is wrong. i do hope. prays~

HoROsCOpE<3

Hi~! today i am gonna write bout horoscope matches wit me ^^

First of all, the details below i get it frm my bff, May Fong XD
cause the horoscope thing is in chinese and a half (it is half...=.=) banana like me need someone to translate to me.. LOL *this is jst fr fun..not real one*


For a start, I am a Sagittarian>>
~i always love a guy where my family will object one
~but i will fight back against my family, if i never care who's gonna care bout him
~i am very curIous bout things happening around me
~happy go lucky person
~i am tht type of person where love will no bring me down
~if my love fail, i will gt rid of it very fast and move on
~i am also a stubborn person *will never learn frm the past love until my true love appear
~i hope tht there is someone who understand, trust, and appreciate me
~i am very loyal and easily believe ppl
~if i find out my partner on me, i will be VERY emotional
~i am too straight-forward, thus hurt many ppl around me
~wan to work even after marriage

Compatibility ^^,

Pisces (Feb 19- Mar 20)
when wit him, i always wan to take accompany him, and take care of him. He will give me the feeling to love. a good match fr me.

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
quiet a matching couple but, some of the his attraction cant be sensed by me..LOL..have a lot of things in common.


Leo ( Jul 23 - Aug 22)
will be a person who leads by my own emotions, thus will not last long if i'm wit him...the relationship is like fire crackers, start and ends fast.


Virgo ( Aug 23 - Sep 22)
if i'm wit the guy, the guy will be qi shi by me hahahaXD will hurt the guy cause i am too straight forward d and he is a carefull guy. not a good match


Cancer ( Jun 22 - Jul 22)
will sure to share the same dream, and the guy will be fussy. Sometimes will also argue cause disagree in some factors. Not a matching couple also

Aries (Mar 21 - Apr 19)
will be the most matching couple, because both also a very agressive person. others asspect all good only one..spends money like water.


Taurus ( Apr 20 - May 20)
chances of being together is very low. No jodoh..*weird..

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
he will be boring cause he like to act serious but he will pay attention to me...seems like a perfect couple but not frm the inside..migh scold him YOU LELAKI KOLOT~!! one day later..XD

Aquarius ( Jan 20 - Feb 18)
another matching couple. both of us will think tht we have other friends to concern, therefore either of us will not asked ou partner to choose between friends and their partner.


*some tht i have left out one.. I am sorry but cause mf like sien d wan to read fr me..hahahaXD LOL.. mst thanks her cause willing to read fr me..THANK U MAY FONG XD
I am
still finding

MatCh Of My LiFE..<<3


okie..now some craps tht have to do wit me..
hmm...recently nothing much happened tht interest me to talk bout...*beside myself which is interesting no matter how XD
miss my friends and kai di di-s, they are busy now cause having their exams and starting new sem..T.T wan to see them..knw wht they doing and laugh at them..*cough* i mean together wit them..haiz..

well now my own schedule also not very good..T.T *sobs
this month schedule totally full wit studies and next month will be totally alone..T.T

monday- math tuition, wednesday- math tuition, friday- math tuition somemore on saturday-chem tuitoin and sunday- physic tuition

waa..T.T.. *sobs really can die lo.. currently nothing much to talk.. will update if there is ^.^

okie la..Thx fr reading XP

JuDgeMeNt daY~!

Hi~! I was too lazy to post last few days ago, sorry bout tht ^^
Well.. I have a lot to talk bout actually but now i have none..
i am not blaming anyone but whenever i wan to post my blog there is always someone tht who will come and distract me.

Frm a jst a few happy sentence to a few advice then a few warnings then nothing..haiz..
felt so frust to find a time to actually type it out when i feel like i wan to do so..
Cause when u talk to them, the might be bz and never reply but when you yourself are bz, it seems tht they are there all at once jst to bother u...argh~!! =.=
*no offence to my friends, not talking bout u guys.. dun so sensitive

Just now was in a good mood, cause jst read some manga hahahaXD
but dont knw wht have gone into me.. but i have no mood at all.. even felt stressed when typing this blog. Even felt like being forced to type..haiz.. so fan arr..

i think tht ppl around me dun knw me well..i keep on facing this prob.. if it's frm a total stranger then i might jst dun care bout wht they've said.. but this time.. i do felt hurt.. i really did..no matter how, i am still a human and i have feelings too.. i beg u pls dun hurt me.. cause i am a revengefull person.. if u hurt me.. you'll lose a friend.. i can guarantee u, unless we are not friends at all..then, no point to judge and comment bout me.. go find another person to say and fulfil ur lousy judgement.. it irritates me when u act as if u knw everything bout me jst frm the cover me tht i've showed u..=.=
u really dun knw me well, so shut up and observe properly.. dun think ur obervations is good..cause my doings can be deceiving. Thus,ask me and not say me.
ASK me~!!! argh

wanted to listen to the David Tao' song.. frgt the title but i remember the chorus where he sing "i love you, suo ni ye ai wo, wuuu~"

haiz.. where is the other part of me? the real other part of me? is he having his other part and tht person is not me? will he be there for me to tell every small liltle happy and sad things? will he be there to protect me? will i be there fr him too when he needs company? will we be sharing everything?? will it begin and will it end?? anyone tell me??
who will knw?? only we knw..
liang ge ren bu deng yu wo men...

Bored..-.-

this is a post jst fr fun..LOL..hahaha
cause i sien and i am sick..T.T
and i took this when he never notice it..hahaha..LOL XD

felt so evil..kakaka.. but i said sorry to him earlier d..hehehe

so let u all see>>>
tada~ this is my kai di di ^^

lol.. i wondering he is reading the books wit his eyes opened or using his telepathic..hahaha..XD

tomorw will post on my outing..XD
see you all tomorw ^^

i am serious..>.<

Today is my unlucky day..haiz.. in the morning i was late and have to entertain the SFI primary and Xin Min Secondary.. was very tired.. have to bring them round the school and i have nothing to say to them..argh~!! communication break down T.T *sob
but worst yet to come, i fell down!! in school!! so pain..T.T huhu.. both legs and hands are injured. and I AM OK, guys.. no worries..= )
I think i've wake up frm bed wit the wrong foot step..
i have been thinking wht's all the causes of my sufferings...
and i think it's because my ownself...
Well, you see~ i actually made an agreement to myself tht i will change.. *the content is private ^^
and if not i will actually experience bad luck fr days?? or day?? maybe?? i dont knw..
but i think my agreement this time is to chun d..T.T
i jst slack off frm studies yesterday and today i already kena~!!??

but at least~
i manage to force myself to change today XD
i managed to pay full attention to my Math tuition and i actually able to do all the exe tht is given and understand the exampleS. LOL..hahaha..felt so proud..XP
i think i should keep this kind of attitude d..

and i really wan to thx to someone..XD i think if not because of him tht actually indirectly helped me^^ i wont be my oldself today XD
plan to change now..
since it's time >.<

i was hoping this to happen long time ago.. but no one knws bout it..hahahaXD and now i am telling everyone bout it now!!

MY BFF IS GOING TO HAVE A BF NOW~! WOOOT~!!
*i am pointing to my niece..heheheXD

and to you ^^ my niece>>
*others pls dun be so kepo go and read this part =.=
i knw the ppl in school now and i think i can read them real well d
but i havent change back to myself
i dont knw why~ but now i think i figure it out
i think i was worried bout you..LOL XD
after today, i am very sure tht someone else will now take care of you,
i will now turn back to my normal me
i actually have been waiting fr this moment very long already..
but today HE have proved to me when he go against his friends just to defend you,
i knw he is the right person for you !! ^0^
so pls be happy and if you have problems dun hesitate to find me, okie??
You're always my niece ^.^
*if he ever bully you again, tell me=.= i will chop him down for you..
seriously -.- DO TELL ME~!

hmm.. i think tht's all ba fr today?? ya.. i dun think i have much to say.. cause i'll be bz catching up my school hw now..
tomorw gt a chemistry experiment to do *swt
so hard somemore T.T

THX fr reading XD

BuSY dAY..^^

Hi~! hahahaXD
Let me start my story today from this morning la. Today, old story.. woke up late again..hahahaXD dont knw why i was too sleepy to woke up in the morning even i slept early yesterday.. *-.- weird.. nvm that.. back to my story.. yesterday my friends and i planned to go out today to DP and MP.
Besides to meet up, wanted to see the GAMEX that is held frm this 31st Oct to 2nd Nov.. *went there yesterday fr the same reason and was not really satisfied wit wht they organised..tsk tsk..bad bad..

Cause i overslept, therefore have to call my dad to fetch me to tuition.. he was not really happy of it..T.T cause i always overslept..hahahaXD After tuition, I planned to go to MP but will walk back together wit Chia Wen first.. but seems tht Chia Wen's papa come and fetch her d.. have to walk back alone..

BUT, *hahahaXD* lucky me~!! I went and ask around who is going to MP..kakaka.XP *hoping to find a person to send me there..hahaha.. and thus found my saviour after tuition..hahahaXD THANK GOD~! and not to forget THANK YOU fr sending me to MP
THANK YOU SO MUCH William~! hahahaXD you made my day!! ^^

BUT again.. *unlucky of me..* i was too early.. was suppose to meet up at 1.30 but reach there at 12.45..LOL.. since lik, becky, may fong, papa and pui xiang not there yet.. so, i followed William gang.. Met a few friends of his.. One of it named Liang...*something la..* (frgtten d..hahahaXD) so i call him Ah Liang.. he's a student frm Dasien.. *a college where some of my friends wanted to go to..hahahaXD and i heard it's a nice place..* then i followed them to lepak around first while waiting fr them..they went to see some dota match and i went to play some games..hahaha..

AND I GET A FREE T-SHIRT ~!! WOOT~!!hahahaXD there you go.. my t-shirt..*limited edition wor..


*TRIED MY VERY BEST TO STRETCH FR U ALL TO READ D! XP

hahahaXD then after tht.. went to Shibaraku to wait fr lik and others.. today is quite a busy day fr everyone..gt the rovers farewell but i did not go..cause telling the truth.. lik wen and becky are more important to me than the rovers farewell..*i'm sorry seniors..but i really miss them too much d..T.T

after few mins we managed to gather up and we went to Pizza Hut to eat.. as usual I am sure to order the Sensasi Set meal..hahaha.. and ofcourse.. spagetti..hahaha not to frgt the sweet and spicy chicken wing..OMG~~!! so darn delicious~!! then we talk and talk and laughed and talk..like what we usually do.. felt like back to the olden days..hahaha..

there you go>> this is lik wen..hahaha..
*cute le?? ^^

Talk bout papa.. i miss her so much too.. but like usual.. she is so damn quiet=.= and she gt a bf d named Axxx~! how could you not tell me bout it??=.=tsk~!! and she tried to deny it.. as if i dont knw~! huh!!** i was warned by her not to spread rumours..T.T she was so angry when i post this in my blog.. so i will rephrase the sentence>>he is not Axxx and she got no bf at all..
XP may you get well soon.. and i knw you will ^.^
LOVE MY FRIENDS FOREVER AND EVER~! ^0^
*HUG HUG*


Well.. bout the GAMEX things..
G=games
A=anime
M=manga
EX=exhibition
as i heard frm my friends.. the dota public competition is also participated by our
Malaysian No. 1 Dota-pro.. Sakura, i think not mistaken is his name.. He wore a Malaysian printed t-shirt.. lil bit plum.. enen.. no kidding le.. wanted to ask fr his autograph.. but i only saw him on the first day.. but today i cant seems to find him..haiz.. but nvm la..

this is wht i managed to buy frm the GAMEX* though most of it is free..hahahaXP*>> this is BEN's latest project, an online game drawn by him ^^ so nice.. and guess wht??kakakaXD i managed to get his autograph..hahaha this is his game cover where he signed fr me~ ^^ and this one too.. i think it's too dark d.. so you cant see his autograph..hahaha..but i suppose to have another one poster tht has my name on it~!!
but STUPID ME~ i dont knw where i lost it..*sob T.T the other one is better.. he ask me to support him somemore.. but i lost it..sob..


lastly, some posters tht i bought frm GAMEX under HQ booth.. hahaha.. saw the 'boss/ owner' today..hahaha.XD so happy to see him.. but he is still scared of me..kakaka.. i think he is still under trauma cause i ate all his choco bar in his shop last time..hahahaXD but at least he still remember me~! LOL XD




well tht's all fr today on my outing ^^


bout me today...
hmm very happy and sad too.. happy cause i met wit my friends but sad cause they leaving soon d..T.T and dont knw when they are coming back..huhu... felt lil bit sick too.. might be my body too heaty d kua.. cause i ate to much spicy food d.. somemore all at once..swt but.. trying my best to avoid all this heaty food d..hahaha *i really did k.. really~!! enen trust me! dont knw why my neck still hurts when i bow down or try to turn around..might be because my way of sleeping is wrong ba? dont knw la..

okie la..tht's all..^^ thx fr reading XD

attacks?? @@

AhhhHHHH~!! My cakes are under ants attack!!

T.T

I should have finished the whole damn box before I went for a nap.

And now gazillions *exact figure had been exaggerated greatly* of ants are attacking the box, invading my cakes' privacy!!

The good news is, I have another 2 mini boxes downstairs. IN THE FRIDGE. XD
kakaka... hah~!! in your faces you ..you wht ever ants~!! hahaha..

well.. tomorw gt test.. but too lazy to get my but off the bed and chairs
but thanks to my laziness i manage to built up a territory fr myself in the fridge area..hahaha
so darn proud of it.. but really excruciating to see my cakes to be eaten..
suppose to be 5 boxes but now.. only 2..huhu..T.T
curse you sista~!!!

damn frust today.. wanted to accomplish few lil tiny task
but keep on having prob~.. argh~!
stupid lappy.. *sorry but i have to say this lappy..time fr me to be truthfull towards myself..*
keep on having prob..=.=
but you have been wit me all this time..i knw..
we have gone through thick and thin together..nothing can separate us.. i knw tht..
but this time you really cross the line when you jammed fr the 1 minute~!! DAMN U~!!
was expecting better frm u.. very dissapointed..really very dissapointed..tsk tsk~!!

hmm.. nothing much to say now..if there's any i will update it later on..
thx fr reading..^^

~LuV U~

have you ever fall in love?
but knew d and they did not care?
have you ever felt like crying?
but knew you'll get no where?
have you ever watch them walk away?
not wanting them to go?
and whispered "i love you" softly
not wanting them to know
you cried all night in misery
and almost went insane..
there's nothing in this world
tht causes soo much pain
if i could choose between love and death
i think i've rather die
love is fun, but it hurts too much..
and the price you pay is high
so i say, DUN FALL IN LOVE
you'll be hurt before its through
you'll see my friend i ought to knw
cause i fell in love wit you...

continue..

Hi~! continue from yesterday..^.^ just some pics and description..cause there's no camera with me.. only person that keeps on taking pics is Jim himself..

as shown below( this is a part of them only tht goes to the party..):

there you go~.. this is the 2 b'day guy.. one monitor and another one ruben..hahahaXD
jim is the one act cool one.. graham is the one always wondering and think bout things one..
some description:

Jim.. a PS2 pro..(so wht?-.- lanc pi arr..)
our class monitor..likes to laugh and talk ba.. dont really knw him tht well..
only knw he is rich cause he gt the touch-screen hp and he is damn proud of it..
one thing i knw bout him i think he is patient ba.. and normal la..hahahaXD but he seem to me he dun talk a lot..

Graham @ Ruben.. a very yau sieu person.. at first think he very kelien..need more care..cause he is always the emo kid.. but he is NOT!! he diam-diam sometimes will kuai lan one..=.= very kiam pak.. so dont be soft hearted to him knw ppl out there?? but he is a good person la..

* sorry everyone..unable to load their pics up...cause was not allowed to do so..sorry..


NEXT>>>

tada~! the cake..hahaha.. nice not?? try to read the words on top..kakaka..XD
cute le??hahaha.. this is the cake after the blowing and wishes.. and after all this.. you dwn to see...-.- trust me...really..hahaha..XD
next will be..


some ppl frm the party~! ^o^
hahaha..XD let me intro:

frm left infront:
dominic, ye chien, joeal

frm behind left:
han way, tong, regina, elaine, guan ling



frm left: elicia, siou wen, and dom and Y auntie


not to frgt.. the very important person in this outing..
Raymond.. he was the one who actually let us.. all of us in the house.. eventhough he frgt's bout elicia and siou wen when they just come dwn frm their cars..lol.. so evil raymond..
and he was the one i said yesterday bout washing the floor..hahaha
wait.. you all knw which one not?? not the ah pek knw? not the one wearing glasses knw?? not the one gt white hair one knw? not the one looking below one knw??
hahaha.. he's the one tht wit a t-shirt one..yup..tht's him..

<< this is before they post fr the above piece if not mistaken.. see how they laugh..lol..hahahaXD

lastly...
some pics to add in.. frm the party..


sad jim... *dono why he like to act sad..

posing nicely..^^
hahaha..bad cameraman.. so noob..
omg.. kh look so evil..and why is he looking at han way like tht??
too busy eating.. only siou wen gt time to pose..hahaha..
elmo and han way ^^
dono wht they doing also..XD
prepare to launch..3 2 1..
i think the launch failed..hahaha

the F4 back to rock..
no.. no..T.T dun cut me.. no..

tht's all ba.. ya..think so la..

and to di di.. jie today last day online witout limit..cannot webcam d starting frm tomorw.. and remember wht you promised me d.. no online till your exam finish k??
be guai..

A PaRtY~!! XP

Wooot!! fr today.. really busy and tiring.. i had nothing to wrote bout yesterday..so today was suppose to writ down plans on tomorw..but it seems to me it's already 26th so..haiz..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIM!!!
may your wishes to be a pilot actually came true..hahaha..XD

yesterday's party..hmm.. actually telling the truth.. felt like... lil boring la...
i dono why.. so cant explain..i just felt like tht.. dun really have the mood when see ppla round me ..hahaha.. i wanted to play but like no one want to play..
and poor Raymond..he alone washed the floor.. wanted to help but only gt one broom..somemore.. i'm not tryin to criticise him la.. but frm the way he washed the floor i was quiet worried on when he will finish up..poor him..hahaha..XDD

hmm.. somemore see the guys playing PS2...=.=..ish..
so darn pro!! i will sure to lose to them..sob..T.T
felt so noob..sad.. wan to practise my gaming skills...since i left it to rust fr a long time ago d.. but worry that i will addict to it later..haiz..so much things to think bout..

after today's party felt like lil bit headache dono why..and heaty..i think i got fever d..hahahaXD
but still able to write this blog down and post comments..hahaha.. proud of myself..

tomorw morning gt tuition somemore.. wanted to go back early.. but seems like not nice to leave the party early.. since not havin any emergency or even important things...
today i saw hw teach elaine how to play the base fr the song.. hahaha.. sorry la i curi learn..lol
hahaha..XD cause was so amused by the guitar's sound..hahaha..XD

somemore...err..nothing much actually happen la..
oh ya.. i took 3 pudding..lol..hahaha.. i also dono who havent took it yet..cause when i thought it was extra on the table.. but it wasnt..T.T so damn sorry bout it.. i thought i ask someone...then he/she told me it's extra so i took and ate it..lol.. sorry la..
shouldn't be so crazy wit desserts..hahaha..XD

thought tat today will have a lot of game to play.. planned some and ask around but no one agrees on it..haiz.. in the end no game.. only talk.. but it was nice to play at the playground..miss the olden days..hahaha..XD

i think i will write till here la.. cause i am lil bit tired d..wan to sleep d.. nite nite..^.^
see you all tomorw..XP

@@ tummy aching..sob..T.T

tummy hurt like hell~!! argh!!! sob..T.T very pain..huhu... i dun like it when i have constipation...

and dun laugh at me..=.= i also don't know how come i had this..sob.. 2 days d le..sob..huhu..

today i got back my maths paper result.. i expected i would get that kind of marks but i don't know i felt the pain so much.. i was so damn disappointed with myself.. very very disappointing.. What the Heck~!! but it has already happen and i dun have anything to say bout it already.. cause it is my own fault.. so lets just leave the matter there..

having an outing on this Saturday..a BBQ..hahaha..but sob.. haiz..i have no extra money already.. totally broke till gonna drop...haiz.. but what to do?? life is like that and i have no right to complain..
-.- why sound like so old neh?? hahaha..nvm la..

sien arrr..i think i will start to study d..i dun have much time to restudy later..must do it asap..since result so bad..

I've talk to my mom today after i came back from school..went back early cause too moody d..haiz.. i told her bout my results..she dun really like it..but it has already happen..so..i dono wht else i can do..but..to change to college.. mom say if bro go to private uni..i have to find a college that doesnt need to spend so much money..haiz..hinz.. i also dono la..

i am livin in a very slow-pace of my own world..haiz.. must jia you..hwaiting!!!

today pui no go school..sob..T.T i pack extra food fr her to share wit me..but she never come to school..she never tell me somemore..huhu...t.t
nvm la..i think i knw why she never come..poor her..*pats to pui..
dun sad..auntie gip you lollipop okie?? buy by fatin gip by me one..hehehe..

hope to see everyone around me happy..i dwn affect other ppl d..
i really dun knw i give such big impact on ppl..thxs fr being my friends.. ^.^

if you all sad pls tell me k?? eventhough i can't do much.. but at least i can be your listener or even you lil black book.?? or pats?? so pls do tell me when you were sad k?? i am sincere..cause i can see a person is sad no matter how they hide..hahahaha.XD

today after recess i saw han way like very sad and frust.. i think he having problem..i dono wht happen.. but felt sorry cant help...haiz.. such useless friend i am..mm..

dono wht's wrong wit me..so long d no pimples..dono why now gt breakouts..sob..T.T
huhu.. i really dun like pimples on my face..sad..
if i saw one on my face, i will definately sure to pinch it..a bad habit of mine..it's like so damn irritating to me if i touch my face and there is something there that is not suppose to be there.. you get wht i mean?? haiz.. nvm la..

today what some more happen??hahaha..
today kh actually call yk to say sorry to the whole class.. was real proud of him..hahahaXD
i was like shocked when i heard him say so.. lol..and when i saw yk's reply.. i cant stop laughing at all..me and tong was like laughing all away..lol..hahahaXD

hmm.. ya..might because i ate 2 icecream today..so i got stomachache?? i dono la..
i like the blueberry flavour..but..i ate everyday d..so must change d..

jim , ray and kh tell me that the corneto is only rm1.20.. dono they liying ot me not..tomorw i go check the pricing..if it's really rm1.20 i am sure to buy..but i dont think so la..cause i bought taht day the auntie say it's rm2.00 haiz..dono la..

then nothing happen d ba?? if gt also i cant remember now.. hahaha..XD

oh..ya..i'm seacrhing fr this song.. who ever has it.. please send it to me pls??

thx ya..i was finding fr it's song..cause i gt the mv only..lol..hahaha

thx you~!! ^.^