~CHinEse NeW YeaR SpaMs~

~HaPPy ChInEsE NIU*cow* YeAR~ ^.^
to all my friends and family..*pratically everyone XD

Went to my grandma's house this morning to "report" myself..T.T have to go there and talk to humans..=3= all the opasan..sobs..
but.. luckily.. one thing tht save my soul when talking to them is the angpao..
it really help me to ignore wht they were saying and my head will automatically nods when talk to them..*impression of i am ACTUALLY listening..lol*

I dont really like to talk to my aunts and uncles.. they are so...argh..=.= and all i hear is bla bla bla.. eventhough i knw it's english..XD or mandarin..or hokkien..or cantonese..-.-''
and worst of all the topic will be>> "how are u now?? where u studying now? u must study hard knw?? u knw.. my friend's daughter/son , they too study form6 and....*it goes on and on...=.= and on..when i mean on and on it's really ON AND ON~"

but i do knw they are jst worried bout me.. i do really appreciate it..^^ thx
*jst try to cut down those kinds of talk less?? T.T

well i'm now at home, wanted to spam some pics..
*really srry bout the pic's quality..cause i tried my best to keep the "beasts" frm moving to bright places d.>.<>>

MY CUTE LIL COUSINS BRO!!
*darn if u were infront of them..ahh!!! u will pinch or bite them lo!!

my 5th uncle wit his son XD
dont look down on the kid=.= he is dangerous i tell u!! dont say i dont warn u..
but he is as cute as a devil!! XD *hugs*

hehe..uncle teaching hedgehog how to give me angpao XD kakaka-s
*chien hau's nickname is hedgehog ^^

the devil playing wit her mom.. hedgehog trying to cekik mom..cause he thought he doing mv..*srry bout the lightings..>.<
this is my 6th uncle and aunty XD and their children XD

cute lil cousin..he is more 'guai' then his devil cousin..

my cousins playing together XD ahh~ so sweet..*BIG HUG*


the camwhore kid>>






arent this baverage cute?XD it's frm thailand.. bought by my family's " ku ku".. i dont really knw wht's her relationship wit my family..XP



now, the camera shy kid>>






aww~ >.<> he was tryin to avoid frm being taken photo..have tried so hard to take.. but i only managed to take 3 pics nia..T.T
anyhow, will post new pics if there's any.. till then..byebye..
THX FR READING ^^

DisSapoiNTeD.. =.=

This morning i wake up early and took a bathe. I purposely woke up early to go to school because i remember i have to duty at form 6 quad today and other things.. I even prepare a to-do list to remind myself on what i have to do. But i really felt disappointed after that.. when it happen.. i was like totally speechless.. jst i dont knw wht to do tht time.. wanted to shout out but i cant.. jst cant..
wan to cry to express out my feeling.. but i cant too..T.T wan to jst frgt bout it but cant too..
wht i can do?? jst to feel better? nothing.. i cant do anything..
felt so helpless tht time.. felt so weak.. dont like being a weakling..TxT
i somehow jst dont have the mood to wriite this...haiz..
all my 7+ months work has jst turn to nothing once the babi say
"cuma 6 nama yang dipanggil tadi adalah ahli mpp yang sah dan akan dilantik olh pengetua."

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now no mood d.. some intteruption happen jst now... argh..
dont knw wht to write d..
wan to let it go asap.. if not i will very fan de..

hates msn=.=zzzz

Today is not my day i think. I've been trying so hard to make everything work perfectly, but it always turn upside down! Hate it when it happens on me!!
From this morning till now. I havent had any rest. I am gonna fell sick if i dont have enough rest in this week. In the morning when i wan to go to physic tuition as usual. I set my alarm wrongly. how great =.= i woke up at 5 am and i was wide awake!! damn!! then i went ot sleep back and manage to fall asleep at 6. Then after tht i woke up at 8. thought wanna show off tht i really can wake up early if i wan to. but=.= stupidly i lost my key and was finding fr it bout 30 mins at definately i was late to tuition=.= argh!! then at tuition i fell asleep fr 30 mins and i went to wash my face. lucky i do work.
then.. after tht i had another tuition.. chem.. but no one went and i was thiking since no one going why not i take this opportunity to do all my school things?
yup..stayed at home and do my mpp stuff..tiring..=.= very tiring..dont knw wht i should do.then gt quad thing to plan somemore~ argh!!!
then my msn is not working at all!! tht's wht make me so damn pissed off!!
i hate it when my msn is not working~!! argh!! i wan to kill ppl d!!
wtf!!! =.= zzzz why is msn so damn retard?? i have a lot of things to do and it spoilt at tht time?? hey~ F man!! this is really very irritating lo!! i have been trying to sign in fr how many damn hours!!! and i was in and out =.= argh!!! wtf!!!
i changed my passwords.. over and over again.. sign in and out oever and over again=.=
and it still wont work!!!! my patience has it limits le!!!
i gt so many things to do!!
argh!!!! is there any messenger tht is better than msn but i still can keep my emoticons?? i really dont like to keep on trying signing in then out and in and out fr billions of time!!! argh!!
till here first!! now trying again after release my anger here...
thx

MeMoriES >.<

I talked to connie yesterday when she online. I really do miss her.
Missing everyone in my life. Missing the time we had spent together, doing all the silly things we have done in class.. tht memory is unforgettable, unreplaceable, irreversible and extremely precious fr me. I've regretted, last time when we spent the time together, why am i jst enjoying it and never appreciate it? Now those times has pass away.. nothing can be done to get it back. NOTHING!! Why am i so carefree last time? having the silly thoughts tht we will be together forever side by side.. eventhough i knw we have to move on some day..T>T thinking tht i wont miss u guys this crazyly..and now, The punishment fr my silly thoughts now is the pain i have to endure missing u guys so badly like this..

Especially my gang ppl TxT

to connie.. who will always be sitting beside me..
listening to me singing..*sorry making u suffer lol*
whenever i'm in my crazy laughing mode u are the one i like to hit hahaha
whenever i am bored u are the one who talked to me..
whenever i am being a bad person u are the one who advise me..
whenever i talk bout jae, u are the one listening to me..
whenever i wan to drink water.. u are my supplier..
whenever i wan to hear stories u are the one telling me..
YOU ARE LIKE MY LIFE!!

to papa aka yoke wan.. who sits infront of connie..
u!! you are the one tht make me said each and every words tht's trully in my heart
even sometimes when i never speak a thing but u jst now wht i am thinking..
whenever i wan to complain, u will knw wht i wanted to say..
whenever i am singing u will sing along wit me..
whenever i walked alone.. u will be the one to walk wit me..
whenever i am in trouble.. u will always willing to help me witout me asking..
whenever i wan something.. u always give it to me.. even when i never said i wan it..
whenever i talk u will remember my words even i will frgt wht i've said..
YOU ARE LIKE MY SOUL!!

to becky.. who sit the other side of me XD
walao talk bout u..must becarefull d.. lol
i felt like u like to bully me.. giving me the special "treatment"..
but u will always be by my side.. lol..
somehow i mean now this moment only NOT really everytime..
i miss u scolding me.. teasing me.. seksa me..LOL
whenever i am bored.. u will come and ask em to play game wit u..
whenever i wan to run u will come and chase me..
whenever i am unaware of ur presence.. u will pull my skirts..
whenever i have the feeling to scold bad words u are always there waiting fr me to join u..^^
whenever i am being childish u will give me the stare.. the clouds..
i still remember this.. i somehow jst remember the image of u when i think bout it..
i was making this cold joke to the classs.. LOL NO ONE LAUGH! NO RESPONSE AT ALL..
BUT U.. U ARE THE ONLY ONE LAUGHING..eventhought u were laughin at me but u are the only one laughing..
YOU ARE LIKE MY DEVIL!


to lik.. you!! you are the one who always protect me frm the devil.. XP
u are the one who always will ask me "wht's wrong" when i am quiet..
u are the one will always make me laugh.. no matter wht..
whenever i am hungry.. u will always ask me to join u to eat till i am full..XD
whenever in class u will always be the one who will join me to laugh..
whenever in class u will sing along too but in joking manner LOL
whenever i dance in the class u will be one challenge me fr a dance battle..
whenever i say bout my wish.. u will be the one who take the first action..
whenever i wan a thing.. u will give me wht i wan...
YOU? YOU ARE MY LOVE!!


to pui.. eventhough u are still by my side cause we are studying in the same school.. *obviously*
i still miss the moments we have in class.. where u will turn u table jst to talk to me.. listen to our jokes.. and add those spices in..
whenever i am drawing.. u will come and join..
whenever i am making a joke.. u will come and laugh..
whenever i never do homework.. u will be the one lending me ur homework..
whenever i frgt something.. u will remind me..
whenever i use a bad word.. u will be the one correcting me..
YOU?? YOU ARE MY ANGEL!!


to 5 of u guys.. might be u dont knw this..
i cant live without anyone of u guys missing frm my life..
because u are my life, my soul, my love, my devil and my angel..<3
but last time in class somehow i felt like we are the gangster..LOL
controlling the class..
connie the monitor..
becky the treasurer..
lik wen the ketua kebersihan..
yoke wan and pui the ajk keceriaan..
me? LOL.. nothing..
tht's why last time i felt i am very blessed..
somemore our relation is so good..
but now...T.T
even now it is still in my remembrance
the last year we had
all of us left the school..
we've parted our ways
an expression of loneliness of tht day
would tht be ur truth
unable to say a word of justificatoin
must this be forgotten
a year tht always return
bestows me wit a dream however
a dream tht cant be realized is sorrowfull
bring me to tears..


this is 4sc3....i even mark down wht we usually do at where..XD


this is 5SC3.. XD
**pls click on the pics to view a better resolution..

this is so embarassing.. but jst somehow i wan to post it up..
wanna tell other ppl i am happy having u guys as friends no matter how ugly and obsence mia things we did together.. lol..
i really do miss the moments..laughing at other ppl.. gossiping other ppl.. do wht best friends will do.. doing stupid dances and songs.. laughing at each others jokes..

sometimes i jst hate myself.. why i can miss u guys so much like hell?!!
i was wondering did u guys miss me like this too??
are u guys alone there? is there anyone taking care of u??
will there be a person tht will always be wit me like u?
to those who still have their friends beside them now.. pls appreciate it..
cause time cant be reversed..
i knw..i've been clinging to the part and u guys too much..afraid to leave u gys..
but the past make my life shines
but sometimes fate's play
eventhough it makes my heart ache and when the tears ends..
can i jst make one simple request??

pls come back once in a while.. especially this new year??
i wan to celebrate it wit u all..please?T.T
i miss the moments we spent together..


*might be you guys dont knw.. i was crying when i wrote this.. i jst miss u guys a lot..T.T

THX fr readin..^^

PeRsOnaLItY TeSt o.0

i was jst browsing through some of my friends blog to see wht tehy are doing recently and stuff..
and i found this frm becky's blog.. so i took a try on the test..and OMG!!! @.@
it was like damn chun lo!!! *faints*
hard to believe le.. i mean i really admit wht it's written inside. hahaha XD

there, here's the results>>>
You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.

You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

recently nothing happen lo..and stuff. kind of peacefull hahahaXD
recently i found out i was like totally out frm my class..T.T (fr eg like my IQ lvl lo=.=)
so i make a promise to myself dwn play so much d..wan to be more studious and hopefully this can change and i can achieve my dreams faster..
now only problem still my money lo..i spend like water sial when come to food..T>T
hate myself when i am unable to resist the temptation to buy food>.<

err and recently i think my addiction is back!! OMG.!! i am so dead..huhu..T^T
i am addicted to it d..sobs..
*secrets XP*


and fr the link fr the personality test is>>
http://paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

can go have a try la ^^

THX fr reading = 3

I LUV U!! I LUV U!! I LUV U!! YES I REALLY DO!! XD

Actually jst now i was posting some sms jokes on my blog and staring at my lappy.. waiting fr ppl to online..so and talk to them and bla bla bla..
to cut the story short is..

I LOVE U GUYS!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! BEST OF ALL!! DAMN I AM SO DARN LUCKY TO HAVE U GUYS AS FRIENDS!!
U GUYS REALLY ARE OMG, SUPERB!!! XD *KISSES & BIG HUGS*

I DONT KNW HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELING NOW.. REALLY AM SPEECHLESS AND EXCITED AND HAPPY!! TxT

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

let u see why.. XD

who is HE?? o.O

i receive this jst now when chin yee ask me to go take something frm her..

and it turn out to be HIM!! XD

HE acted cute at me~ @@

showing his qualities~ >.<
and wit HIS EYES AGAIN~ @.@

but HE like my bunny..T.T

but then HE ACT CUTE AGAIN~!!! argghhh~!!! =.=

no!! spare my life pls~!!! TxT

Then HE PLAYED me again..*darn why he choose tuzki? =.='''

at last he gt over tuzki and back to me again!! XD

The moral of the story is~
This is all my bday presents!!!
I REALLY LOVE U GUYS~!! THX U ALL~!!!
THANK U PAPA FR NOT FRGTTING MY BDAY~!!!
THX U MAY FONG, PUI XIANG, CHIN YEE, TONG, LIK, CHIN YEAN, KY, AND EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS~~ THANK U FR BEING MY FRIENDS~!!

now i felt so guilty fr delaying ur presents..T.T sorry guys~ trying my best to collect money d.. and pui i am sorry to u the most..cause ur present i keep on delay..T.T pls frgip me..


THXS FR VIEW THE SHOW~ ^.^

Do ReAd ThiS!! XD

Hi! I post this cause i think that any one who felt bored like me T.T can read this..
i found this funny sms jokes as i browse through the websites!! LOL i tell u!!
a must to read thing~~

Last night some Monkeys
came running to my room.
They wanted to trouble
good people...
I suggested ur name.
They said
"Oh!!!No we cant disturb our Boss... "

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SOME1
MISSES U
NEEDS U
WORRIES ABOUT U
WANTS 2B WITH U
..................
.................
& IT AINT ME!

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1 day u'll B srprisd 2 c ME beside U.
U & ME laughing,
U & ME crying,
U & ME dreaming,
U & ME holding on,
U & ME...
just U & ME sitting in a
MENTAL HOSPITAL & ME CHECKING U

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Do u know that ur smile
takes 1000 people to death?
Save the world...
so plz start teeth brushing regularly

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L o n g t i m e a g o...
o n l y idiots used...
to read my S M S.
And,

t o d a y,
the history continues....

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This is not fair!
How could u do this?
Didn't expect this from you!
Got a whole Channel on your name
and didn't even tell me?
ANIMAL PLANET!

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The animals of a jungle
have decided to hold a meeting.
The lion has come,
the tiger has come,
the elephant has come,
the monkey has come..
But The meeting hasn't started.
Guess why ?

Because the Donkey is busy reading this SMS !

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The NHS regrets to inform you
that your birth was an accident.
Please report to your nearest hospital
to be put down.
We apologize for any inconvenience.

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I chased love
i found friendship,
i chased desires
i found hopes,
i chased reality
i found dreams,
i chased a monkey

and i found you.

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ku kata ka ka ku
ku ke ki ki ka ga
ga gi gu kaka ki
ki ki ka
Congratulations!
U have successfully learnt the monkey's language.
Come to Collect ur banana.

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baby monkey asked his mother
"Mom, why r we so ugly"???
Mom said - Thank GOD we look like this,
u should see the person reading this SMS ! ! !

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As a person u r:
=> ADORABLE
=> SWEET
=> SIMPLE
=> HONEST
=> OBEDIENT
=> LOVEABLE
=> EXCELLENT
******
In short U R an asshole!

more to come later nxt time XD

THX fr reading~! XD

LoVes?? o.0

Hi! Today I went out to ivy's bday party. I was so glad that i was invited. I never went to her house before.
As usual siou wen will be the one fetching me. We went to pick up may fong first. *her tuition place is not that easy to find. =.=
We went to tesco before to ivy's house cause we wan to buy something first. I bought school shoe and mf bought her facial wash thingy.
We wanted to buy present for ivy before we go to her house but we found out that we dont really knw what she really wants.. so we plan to give her the present later. XD
After the party, we went to mamak for awhile.. cause sien ma.. then while talking.. i was too bored, i took the straw and played wit it wit the kuah kari ayam..
and vala~ i make a masterpiece out of it!! XD *well..^^*
have a look at it.. i took some pics of it..hahaha XD


nice ma? i felt proud of myself when i managed to draw it..hahaha XD
the love was so perfect in shape XP
i dont knw why i will draw love too..??
hahaha.. must be this few days keep on having talks wit gang bout love mia things till i keep on thik bout it..=.= swt man..
need to concentrate on studies more..haiz.. T.T
school gonna reopen soon d..tsk!!
hate it lo.. not enough time to study also...
darns!! haiz..nvm la.. my own fault never study previously..hahah XD
i think tht's all fr today~

THX fr reading ^.^

ChRiStmAs Eve'S paRtY..

Hi! I knw this topic was lil bit behind in time XP but i frgt to post it..lol cant blame me *bad memory^^* i dwn to write much la.. so lazy somemore now it's like 3.32am..T>T
some pics fr u guys to see>>
the fire pit

marinade chickens
bacon and cheese..>.< too hard to resist

all the presents..XD

all of us.. and papa was the photographer ^^

mashmellow..>.<

all bz eating XD

laughing over papa's pose

crazy ppl laughing lol..XD
all the foods prepare d..hehehe **

THX fr viewing..^^