Thursday, January 22, 2009

DisSapoiNTeD.. =.=

This morning i wake up early and took a bathe. I purposely woke up early to go to school because i remember i have to duty at form 6 quad today and other things.. I even prepare a to-do list to remind myself on what i have to do. But i really felt disappointed after that.. when it happen.. i was like totally speechless.. jst i dont knw wht to do tht time.. wanted to shout out but i cant.. jst cant..
wan to cry to express out my feeling.. but i cant too..T.T wan to jst frgt bout it but cant too..
wht i can do?? jst to feel better? nothing.. i cant do anything..
felt so helpless tht time.. felt so weak.. dont like being a weakling..TxT
i somehow jst dont have the mood to wriite this...haiz..
all my 7+ months work has jst turn to nothing once the babi say
"cuma 6 nama yang dipanggil tadi adalah ahli mpp yang sah dan akan dilantik olh pengetua."

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now no mood d.. some intteruption happen jst now... argh..
dont knw wht to write d..
wan to let it go asap.. if not i will very fan de..

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