Thursday, November 19, 2009

Future?

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STPM is on monday.. Recently i dreamt a lot.. and most of it is about running.. it felt like my world is coming to an end and i have to jst keep on running.. I'm tired.. i dont wanna run anymore..
I think i'll jst let it be.. and see how it goes..but i dont expect anything great would happen..
If anyone out there knws a job that pays RM1k+ permonth, please inform me.. i would really appreciate it..XD thanks..^^

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Dreams...@@

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I had a dream yesterday.. On Saturday night.. around 11+pm.. I was watching movie with my mom..as usual.. Then i start to study around midnite to 2+am in the morning.. I dont knw wht got into me..But things just gone so weird i dont knw wht to do..
I went to bed around 3am, thinking that tonight, the rain will be my lullaby.. But somehow, I've got up 1 hr later..@@ I just jump up frm my bed.. I had breathing difficulties.. I had to open my mouth to breathe..
Definately, I'm not a mouth person..== *in breathing sense* Then i woke up.. Trying my best to fell asleep, I force myself to lie down on my bed and think of pork chop..*it make wonders to me^^*
Then slowly i fell asleep, and all i can remember, the dream felt so real..
I dreamt that all my friends are all around me.. We were so happy talking and having fun.. Just out of a blink, we're all running away.. from something.. i dont knw wht's tht.. but all i knw is tht.. we're all BleediNG and in pain.. Err.. like you knw? those movie scene..
I remember we were running to a place.. and things has gone down fr a while..
Then i saw my friends all there in the room.. some of them were missing.. *dont really remember*>.<>>>>>>>*
I ask him.." do you knw your eyes are bleeding?"
He replied.." What? No la..=.="
Then i was saying.." yes it is!! zzzzz"

Last scene i remembered before i got so scared that i woke up..
I saw a girl.. i think she was as old as me? she look so..
i asked her what happened? and why all this happen?
she jst look me into my eye.. giving speechless expression..
i got worried.. worried on not the fact that i am talking to a stranger,
but one stranger that dont reply me in any sense..
I asked her again, with a louder voice..
she jst stare at me blankly.. when i got closer to her to ask her wht happened..
i saw her eyes were as red as the others.. but she dont seem to care about all this..
seems to me, she dont feel pain.. then i woke up..

Today, in the evening.. i rained so heavily.. It make me think..
Is the world coming to an end?
Are we all dying?
Or am i jst having overstressed dreams? @@
I hope that it stay as a dream..


Peace out ~v
*listening to Only One, yellow card..now Over You..