SomE SonG LrYiCs..

This song is frm the movie 200 pounds beauty..
i went to youtube to search fr it.. i mean the one sang by Kim Ah Joong.
but i found the eng version of it, and give the song a try and it turn out to be not bad. XD
The song title is Byul / Stars
The lyrics(sang by unknwn guy but his voice is not bad)>>>

i feel the wind blow in this window place
there i see the star beyond this window pane
shining so bright here in this night
here i feel the sense of love
deep in my heart i cry fr u
every tears tht falls feels like a wound
the stars in the sky gently shines
taking away my pain
i hear a voice gently saying
dont be a afraid
i feel a warmth come over me
as i sleep in their embrace
and eventhought i
do not have the strength to go on
eventhough i try to hold on
this love will never ever be
meant fr me
but i'll keep on smilling
eventhough my dreams wont come true
i'll remember every moment wit u
like the stars tht shine forever
i'll treasure my love..
for you..


Next will be frm tvxq...
*nvr thought tht i would actually wen to find some tvxq song ysterday..=.=
but jae still look the same way i seems to me..XP
This song title is Love In Ice.
a lovely song it is..XD
The lyrics>>>

it's not ur fault those hands are cold
clinging onto
the wounds of past
afraid to love someone
turning your back against
the true meaning of the story
the heart tht is hugged
slowly melts
like ice
to be loved by someone
by anyone
it makes life shines
like this
if it was me
i would make your heart once again
warm wit undying love
fate's play
eventhough it makes
your heart ache
when the ters ends
a ray of light
descends frm the darkness
we can grasp it
we can feel
the fierce painful touch
of a person's wamrth
sorrow and loneliness
tht very person endures
searching for
a refuge to mend
yes for you that place is here
dont worry dont dont falter anymore
i will protect you
because it is love
my love (woooh)
as it is beautiful
as it is miserable(dont be afraid)
this is beautiful (let u knw my mind)
beautiful time(you knw my love)
let u knw my love
to be loved by someone
by anyone
it makes life shines
like this
if it was me
i would make ur heart once again
warm with undying love~

posted this cause recently i have been searching fr songs..
too bored at home but too lazy to do homeworks..XP
such a human i am ^^

anyways,

THX fr reading ^.^

LiL CouSin's BdaY~

Hi! XD Today I am going to talk bout my lil cousin's bday. Today is her bday! XD

Happy Bday Hui En!! >.<

Not frgtting my dear friend, Lee Ee Leng, her bday is today too XD

HappY Bday Ee Leng~!! ^.^

My cousin she have total of 5 sisters elder than her. She is the youngest in the family. Here a pic of the bday girl>>>

and a pic of her wit her cake XD >>


Her sis organised a small party fr her.. T.T how sweet~
She bought some pizzas and drinks fr her.
We had Thai Seafood>>

this is wht happen on the second snap~ LOL>>>
(wonder where the other part went to~)
Hawaiian Tuna, *nice~ >.<* >>>

The last and best of all, THE CAKY~!! = )

All this prepare by her 2nd sis.. *which came to my house frm evening till the party begins..=.= bout 4hrs...A pic of her and her beloved dear fr 4 yrs>>

~the end~

*sry bout the photo quality.. can u imagine it's frm the same hp camera??=.= a weird hp..

THX fr reading ^.^

NeVer ThouGht It beFOre~

Hi all~ It's seems that it has been quiet a while since the last time I actually posted a blog.
Somehow I'm just too lazy to post? LOL -ya, definately..
Well, since I have not been going out this few days..
I'm gonna talk bout what I experienced today..
Might be it's because i wasn't at home that much, I never noticed all things small little thing happening around me.

Today, 16th Dec, sharp 12 am, I wasn't sleeping *evil laughs-muahaha*..
I don't really remember much what i was doing at that time, might be talking to my friends? hmm..think so? o.O
As usual, after that i all of us stop talking. Usually i will continue to play my game after that but somehow, today.. not really in the mood to play. XD LOLs don't know why..~
Then i saw something that is shocking to me and definately DISGUSTING.
Wait, might be not only shocking but also amusing and hilarious to me..
There you go>>

It happen around 3.21am,
I was busy copying notes i borrowed from Chia Wen.. -need to return to her asap
Then my bro was in the living room. I know he was cooking some meals for himself cause he just came back from work. As i was copying the notes peacefully in the room, -silently~
and "ARRHHH!!! *cough* *cough* ARGggghhhh~!!(sign's of changing of sound)"
So damn shocked, ran out to see what happen to him..
(in my mind was thinking that he burnt his hand or leg or xiao di di or whtever)
but when i open the door.. He asked me to help him to take some water for him..
(in my heart *hehehe* sure kena d)
Then i saw his eyes were watery.. *kakaka-s*
Then he sneezed.. I was like..*=.= wht?*
What just happen? *wondering~*
Then he told me, he cooked some instant noodles *mee sedaap(goreng)* and he some how he was eating too fast till the mee went to his nose..
EwEEWWWWEEWEEWWW~~
*dang!! he showed me the "LUCKY" mee *pukes*
but somehow when i recall it now i felt funny..XD LOLs

Next, it happen around 4.45am,
I was talking to pui xiang at that time i think and at the same time playing games..XD
everyone was asleep by then..
Then there u go.. my sis with her crazy sickness.. talking to herself while she was sleeping..=.=
i knew it happen before, cause i seen it before. It was TOTALLY HILARIOUS and CUTE.
Around this time she just jump up from her bed, then she start to talk to herself..
"ho mo?? mei you le.. wo chong liang le..T.T zhen de" -lol XD
then here comes the eeww-ish part..
"zhen de hor? zzzz aiyo~! wo siang yau fang pi!!- then "prruttt~" "
ROFLMAO~
then she went and sleep back.. LOL >.<>

MuAhhAhA~~ EviL mE >.<

LOL~~ hahahah..
waited so long to tell this out man! hard to keep secret frm close friends~~ *darn it!
today gonna talk bout my bday party XD
lol.. u can say i ss or whtever.. but i am gonna tell out wht i think anyway..
actually i already knew bout this bday plan already XP
u knew me~ well~ hoho i gt good obeservation skills..
have been emo-ed bout this few days ago..cause i need to make sure my friends dont knw i knew bout it, if not they wont felt satisfied tht their plan worked..
but one thing they did tht almost got me was=.=
they involved pui xiang in this!!
i was like wtf!! why involved her~~??=.= i was so darn shocked when i see pui was like so emo.. it make me emo.. if she ignore me, i was ok bout it.. cause i will be thinking she need sometime alone..
i was actually very used to be ignored so it doesnt giv me much effect.. *eventhough i say i am used to it BUT I DONT LIKE IT MAN~~IGNORANCE IS PAIN TO ME!!
then the stu kh he scold me=.= zzz make things worst.. and i knw i cant control my temper when a guy was rude to me..argh!! BUT i control my feeling.. i walked away when he scold me..
i knew wht he was trying to do but wht he did was too much fr me tht time..
then as wht they wan me to be.. i went walking around leaving them some space to discuss wht they wanna do XD.. then here is the climax LOL!!
they asked me to go down to sing bday song.. when i was walking down was thinking how to be shocked?? cause never in my life i was shocked fr bday party XP (it's true!!)
tried my best to act surprise but somehow...=.= i was too lame at acting surprise.. i gt nothing to say.. but i was touched tht my friends gone so much to do all this for me.. they tried their best to hide it frm me XD and make sure things work well LOL hahaha..*cant stop laughing*
I WAS REALLY TOUCHED, HAPPY, EXCITED AND LOL!! *okie i admit i was lil bit angry cause they use this trick on me (the hell thing)*
cause the only was to make me fell so is when not only my friends ignore me but tht give me most impact was my friends being sad and emo!!
AND I AM SORRY BOUT THE SCOLDING THING..T.T WAS LIL BIT TOO EMOTIONAL??
AND SORRY IF MY WORDS HURT U *T.T* DONT REALLY MEAN IT ...
SO, TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!! PLEASE BE HAPPY AND DONT BE SAD!!
IF U ARE SAD, TELL ME!! I WANNA SHARE WIT U MY HAPPINESS!! WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FR YOU!!*pls dont misinterpret*

so conclusion, thanks guys fr doing so much things to make me happy!!love the organiser, ppl involved, her mom and dad too XP fr the house, the accompany, card and presents *but the shaver was like lil bit err=.= but i was good mood after tht XP and the plan tht they made fr me to be surprise XD

I AM VERY HAPPY!! BUT U GUYS MAKE IT MORE WONDERFULL FOR ME!! XD
I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT!! XD FRIENDS FOREVER!!

*by the way, i am not complaning but i havent ate the mushroom and the blackpepper sausage at all T.T all thx to someone=.= but i knw he was jst trying his best to make me in sorrow XD


THX FR READING XD

WhOs oUt thErE?? o.O

well.. morning to all cause i wrote this blog after i talked to px.. she told me bout me *tht is I* being emo and moody cause of my online game..i thinked quite a long time wether i should write this here not? you know why?? cause i knw they will read.. somehow anyone will read.. *i guess XD*
reason why i wrote this is cause..they said i've changed.. yes i admit i've changed.. i knw wht i am changing to.. but.. they said i am changing to another person.. which i think i am not but wht they think are more acceptable cause it's wht stangers will think bout me..
recently i have been staying late night continuously playing this game since 3 days ago..
but i dont think anyone knw wht i think..
i do admit i stay up late to play this game and gave some gamers my hp no.. *fr my clan war*only..
might be it's because i ignore ppl around me more than usual i think.. cause i knw the feeling or ppl being ignored.. i can knw how the feeling is..cause i knw..
i always think i knw and usual tht is wht i said to myself
and most important i knw i do
so.. when px tell me bout how she look at me now.. i dont knw wht to say.. i really dont..
when she tell me she been through game's addiction.. my inner heart was like..okie.. i get it..
i've become more impatient and more hmm not serious?? yes.. tht's how i gonna say..
not serious.. haiz.. dont knw la..
since recently.. i jst knew something.. which i cant tell out..=.=
hate my life man~~ wanna tell but worry tht if i tell it hurt ppl.. but if i dont i hurt ppl too..
ppl will think i am moody and stuff..haiz... add on wit my problems.. which i dont think anyone knw wht it is~
sometimes its so hard to explain.. i wanted to tell someone how i felt.. not say i dont belive my friends.. jst tht.. when u tell them.. fr them it's something serious.. there's nothing like.. u tell them then they ignore wht you've jst said.. but this shows how much they care for u..
i really cant stop thiking bout px telling me tht i am being emo and moody this few days..
not only her actually.. it's mf too.. as a matter of fact i dont knw how to explain to her..
somethings the other ppl see are diff frm wht i think..
i knw i am lil moody.. but emo?? hmm might be?? i dont knw??
ya she say i dont knw myself.. and i am denying..
but i really need to knw when and where so i can knw how to change it..
she mentioned bout badminton time.. hmm.. couldnt think bout it actually wht i've done till she say so.. really dont... so i think prob do come frm me..
haiz.. wht is wrong?? might be the way i think is wrong.. but wht i can say is.. i knaw clearly wht i am thinking and doing.. i've been through this condition before.. T.T and i dont like it..
need to wait time to pass by to let everything out and thus true me is back?? will i come back?? dont knw actually.. XD
well at first gt lots of things to write bout but now.. i have none cause i dwn think bout it.. haiz..
any way..

THX fr reading~ XP