By the end of July...

Hello all! Actually I wanted to blog about my daily stuff everyday but I became a lil bit more lazier than usual since it's sem break now. =P

I've been busy gaming, watching movies,anime,drama and etc, visiting relatives, going for trips and so on... =D

I didn't snap a lot of pics in the end cause I'm getting more and more lazy.. hehehe..

Well..

First, nice things to talk bout..

I'm getting my license soon!! Awesome!! I never thought that the thoughts of having license is so much fun. I mean, I'm starting to plan what I can do with my license. =D

But....=3= I still got to admit that driving is still a weird thing to me. I don't know.

There's something bothering me everytime I'm driving. I've became more coward once I'm getting old..T^T Worried I might meet an accident.. aHHHH!!! andweji!! T3T

Short trip to Port Dickson.. I totally didn't take pic..T^T *emo* cause 1 day trip.. and i frgt to charge my hp.. huhu..

But on 2nd thought... The water there is err... a lil bit... not pleasent anymore.. the water's so damn dark.. =.= I couldn't let myself into the water..lol.. Had BBQ.. xD

I've went to relatives(mommy's side) house and played X-box for 5 hrs.. Never yet for this 3 months sem break have I sweat myself like that moment.. AWESOME!!! Besides that,going to the garden to pick some fruits like I've said on my last post.. xD

Ok...so....

Secondly, bad things to talk bout...

(it's jst somethings that I have in mind.. no big deal.. since blog have been like my online diary..=P)

My 3rd aunt called me today and we talked for while.. Basicly, she wanted me to go KL for while for some help.. Well, I'm OK with that.. Then we talked bout something else..

something that i particullarly don't wanna talk bout cause for me it's a nuisance matter..

It seems that my bro have totally ignored my mom and the family members i presume?

I wouldn't want to care bout him at all.. But since my aunt wanted me to ask my mom on the spot whether did he called home once in while or even deliver some money back home and so on cause the last time my aunt(his's GOD MOTHER) talked to him was APRIL(thank god it's this year)..

So, I've asked my mom. My mom said he didn't call back because he's busy with his work. He didn't deliver some money home because it's not enough for himself to use as well.Told my aunt bout my mom's opinion and she also disagree with his attitude..

Even my cousin could come back once in a while every month.. why he couldn't? =.=

In my opinion, All this covering up for him is bullshit. Sending money home i would definately understand because when we live else where, money sure to be a problem.. but not even calling home or answering calls for his own mother or even sms? I'm speechless.. But well.. that has nothing to do with me.. I just hope he got his own brains where ever he goes..=D

Next thing was I'm 21 this year..T^T I'm actually very happy.. but when I have those reflection-of-self moments.. EMO!! I'm 21 and my savings is not enough for me to last 1 year.. I'm fat.. and ugly.. and still living under my parent's help.. and didn't manage to buy my own insurance and stocks yet.. and so many things more.. T____T and worst.. my face condition is getting old!!!

well...

Thirdly, weird things to say.. =P

I've been like a baby.. sticking to my mom as often as I can within this 3 months.. There's this one day I felt so lonely eating in the kitchen alone and everyone was watching tv.. I then realise that's how my mom feels.. I don't want her to feel that way.. So i started to find out what she does daily and so on.. It was lonely.. My mom felt lonely all the way.. I hope I can come back more often every month after sem opens and spend some time with her.. =D

Then hor i keep on dreaming weird things.. unexpected ppl from my real life appear in my dreams.. so weird.. and this morning's dream i can't remember much but in the end i was running really hard.. then the other day I dreamt i was in a muscular man's arm..=.= shocking! then the other other day.. i dreamt i was on stage... weird..T^T

WOSH! So, that's it for today..=D

Some random pics i took myself~

Thanks for reading! ^^

p/s: listening to Ugly by 2NE1

Nothing Big..o.0

HI all!! I know it's kinda more than a month since my last post! xD what to do? IMMA LAZY~

So? Progress in my life now?

let me cut it short here.. only things that i can remember now..
I start my driving lesson last week i think.. both car and motor at the same time.. got my my L now.. but got to wait 1 month before they allow me to take my P.. so still waiting..
am having issue with my driving tutor too.. he's a bit touchy person which i am totally hate it.. i got bruises on my legs because he tried to touch my leg..=.= *toot*
the story was.. 1st day of practical.. he hold my hands telling me that he wanted to teach gear thingy.. Which i personally think that there is NO NEED to hold my hands..he can jst show me like how the gear looks like.. it's so damn obvious.. then he touch, poke and point at my left leg.. which is making me piss off on the spot and i warned him bout it.. but he scold me instead saying i was very annoying asking a lot of questions and being lebih.. but i still insisted not to be poked or touched again or else i would have to beat him up..=.=t

and the next day..what i said was proven with evidence that he touched and poked me..cause my leg have bruises on it!!! stupid person.. got me so agitated!
i took a picture for safe keeping.. so that if i need to make any complain i could prove it and this is to prevent him from doing anything off the limit!
so the very nxt day was my motor class but he got to fetch me to the center... so i asked him again is it necessary to touch me.. and he ask me why.. so i told him my hand and leg have bruises now.. and he gave a super reaction of saying "really?! i also dont wan touch u all la.. u all so dirty! my hands more clean..."
From what he said, definitely he is scared that i would file up complain towards him.. so he better keep his hands to himself~ =.=

So, last month nothing much happened..
i wen to my aunt's dusun to pick up A LOT of durian, mangosteen and sour lime~ xD

There's a moment where i jst stop to rest in dusun.. for like 10 secs to catch my breathe.. There were like 10 mosquitoes sucking my blood at that moment!! OMG!!! This is one hell of an expensive experience.. I even got sun stroke fr while.. my face was red for the whole few days.. T^T i looked stupid and drunk..=.=
took some pics too..but lazy to upload..T^T sry~
nxt time maybe! xD

I've also cut down my online hours.. Cause now.. even online is kinda bored for me.. haiz..
and my weight gained..
Talking bout weight.. one of the most embarrassing thing that happened to me is THE DAY..
THE DAY when i flashing my fat tummy which is wobbling to my mom but 3 men pass by my house and saw my fat tummy!! T^T *emo*

But for the moment.. everything else is very peaceful~ xD
Thanks fr reading~ ^^

p/s: listening to So Goodbye by JongHyun (SHINee) **nice song**

^.^