okie... cut the crap..
i usually will post blog when i'm super happy or down or too-free-till-nothing-to-do.. but this time i post cause i have something that i wan to say from deep within my heart but i can't say.. cause i know what i say will only hurt ppl mostly.. rather than making them happy..
people nowadays only like to be praised.. i knw i would be happy too if ppl praise me.. but i only will praise when i really think i should praise.. but for me.. most of the time.. i really have a "NORMAL LA" comment.. and when ppl praise me i also have no feelings.. =p
i jst wan to say one thing.. i'm a 100% giver and 50% taker.. what i take i will give back.. but if the things that i take is very good, i'll try my very best to return it super good.. but when things goes bad.. u knw la.. in short.. i'll pay back double..
so.. to restrain frm ppl being hurt by me.. =D
i am practicing i see and i forget.. because when expectations meat reality.. dreams will forever stay as dreams..
I've turned 21 this year.. feeling content.. not super happy..
(dont be mistaken that i'm not happy with the celebration! I AM SUPER HAPPY WITH THE SURPRISE! REALLY! =D)
but the fact that I have no awesome savings in my banks, still rely on parents (it's a good thing =P)and u knw la..
I hope i can earn a lot of money in the future and make my mom happy..
New Year Resolution:
1. I just wish my family and friends are all healthy and happy and safe.
2. Super good results and no longer lazy anymore! =P
3. SLIM ARR!! ==
4. i wan X XXXXXXXXX XXXX XXXXX XX and XX XXX XXXXX XXX XXXX XXXXX.. (secret) xD
a few pics i've taken myself!
thanks fr reading!!
p/s: Beethoven
