I've been busy gaming, watching movies,anime,drama and etc, visiting relatives, going for trips and so on... =D
I didn't snap a lot of pics in the end cause I'm getting more and more lazy.. hehehe..
Well..
First, nice things to talk bout..
I'm getting my license soon!! Awesome!! I never thought that the thoughts of having license is so much fun. I mean, I'm starting to plan what I can do with my license. =D
But....=3= I still got to admit that driving is still a weird thing to me. I don't know.
There's something bothering me everytime I'm driving. I've became more coward once I'm getting old..T^T Worried I might meet an accident.. aHHHH!!! andweji!! T3T
Short trip to Port Dickson.. I totally didn't take pic..T^T *emo* cause 1 day trip.. and i frgt to charge my hp.. huhu..
But on 2nd thought... The water there is err... a lil bit... not pleasent anymore.. the water's so damn dark.. =.= I couldn't let myself into the water..lol.. Had BBQ.. xD
I've went to relatives(mommy's side) house and played X-box for 5 hrs.. Never yet for this 3 months sem break have I sweat myself like that moment.. AWESOME!!! Besides that,going to the garden to pick some fruits like I've said on my last post.. xD
Ok...so....
Secondly, bad things to talk bout...
(it's jst somethings that I have in mind.. no big deal.. since blog have been like my online diary..=P)
My 3rd aunt called me today and we talked for while.. Basicly, she wanted me to go KL for while for some help.. Well, I'm OK with that.. Then we talked bout something else..
something that i particullarly don't wanna talk bout cause for me it's a nuisance matter..
It seems that my bro have totally ignored my mom and the family members i presume?
I wouldn't want to care bout him at all.. But since my aunt wanted me to ask my mom on the spot whether did he called home once in while or even deliver some money back home and so on cause the last time my aunt(his's GOD MOTHER) talked to him was APRIL(thank god it's this year)..
So, I've asked my mom. My mom said he didn't call back because he's busy with his work. He didn't deliver some money home because it's not enough for himself to use as well.Told my aunt bout my mom's opinion and she also disagree with his attitude..
Even my cousin could come back once in a while every month.. why he couldn't? =.=
In my opinion, All this covering up for him is bullshit. Sending money home i would definately understand because when we live else where, money sure to be a problem.. but not even calling home or answering calls for his own mother or even sms? I'm speechless.. But well.. that has nothing to do with me.. I just hope he got his own brains where ever he goes..=D
Next thing was I'm 21 this year..T^T I'm actually very happy.. but when I have those reflection-of-self moments.. EMO!! I'm 21 and my savings is not enough for me to last 1 year.. I'm fat.. and ugly.. and still living under my parent's help.. and didn't manage to buy my own insurance and stocks yet.. and so many things more.. T____T and worst.. my face condition is getting old!!!
well...
Thirdly, weird things to say.. =P
I've been like a baby.. sticking to my mom as often as I can within this 3 months.. There's this one day I felt so lonely eating in the kitchen alone and everyone was watching tv.. I then realise that's how my mom feels.. I don't want her to feel that way.. So i started to find out what she does daily and so on.. It was lonely.. My mom felt lonely all the way.. I hope I can come back more often every month after sem opens and spend some time with her.. =D
Then hor i keep on dreaming weird things.. unexpected ppl from my real life appear in my dreams.. so weird.. and this morning's dream i can't remember much but in the end i was running really hard.. then the other day I dreamt i was in a muscular man's arm..=.= shocking! then the other other day.. i dreamt i was on stage... weird..T^T
WOSH! So, that's it for today..=D
Some random pics i took myself~
Some random pics i took myself~
Thanks for reading! ^^
p/s: listening to Ugly by 2NE1
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